Thought I'd drop you a line, though I know we've never met.
I just wanted you to know that I'm alive, and to tell you that the beauty that you see, that cuts through everything, is everywhere here, too.
I'm afraid. I'm not close enough. I'm waiting for you, because I can't set myself free. I can't be alone, though I always will be. I'm afraid it's all coming down.
I've been so selfish. So selfish.
I am desparate. I'm on the edge. I've been here since I saw my first sunset, and I don't believe in my dreams enough any more, at least not enough to stay up here.
Patience has been one of my only saving graces. I can wait forever, as long as I know you'll come someday. I know it's a long time and a long way, but stay patient and I will.
Just promise me you'll find me.